the best summer ever; because of you.
My first summer with you, was also the best.
For I learnt how to love, and how love feels like.
I had my first kiss, my first touch, my first hugs.
I learnt that to love someone, you learn to let them go.
I learnt that to love someone, you learn to let yourself go too; for them.
whispers of summer
her story
friends
birdsongs
memories
sunrays
sometimes what i want to say isn't apparent through what you just see(:
Thursday, August 10, 2006
love, us :'(
love, usI never knew how much I missed out when I left. I never knew how things went after I left pop chalet with nicole. it was only afterwards then I realised the intensity of the sadness and heartbreak, the tears, and all the memories.
all I just want to say is i'll miss you ma'ams, and I'll always love you.
im sorry I couldn't be at the concert. then again, I might just have ruined everything if I was there. I knew I couldn't trust myself not to cry halfway through our year items. even during our rehearsals I was already close to tears. it's just hard to put that feeling in words, when people that have made a great difference in your life are leaving, and you never realised what they've done for you until now, when it might be too late to even say you love them.
"we read a note our seniors wrote, back in twenty zero five
it really deeply touched our hearts, and we read it once again.
We thought,hey, you might not understand, but a long, long time ago,
we all dint like redcross none, but the ma'ams all loved us so.
we had this crazy plan to quit and run away together
get enrolled in the first thing we came to, and stay forever
but taped to the board where we were supposed to meet, instead
we found this letter, and this is what it said:
if you wanna leave before we do, we won't give up on you
we'll meet you when you persevere through;we don't know how long it'll be.
but just don't let us down, hey just try and see
and between now and then, till we see you again
we'll be loving you.
Love, us.
we read these words just hours before, our seniors passed out
in the doorway of our school, where me and yearmates stopped to wave
we thought we'd never see them cry in all our redcross years;
but as we said these words to them, their eyes filled up with tears
when you pass out before we do, don't give up on us
we'll meet you when our years are through;we dont know how long we'll be
but we're not gonna let you down, ma'ams just wait and see
and btwn now and then, till we see you again, we'll be loving you.
Love, us
and btwn now and then, till we see you again, we'll be loving you.
Love, us."
after cac I thought the ma'ams wouldn't ever forgive us. it's only now that I realise they wlil always forgive us for all the things we've done wrong. it's just that we really disappointed them, after all the late nights they stayed up for us.
all the things they did for us, their effort to bring the unit to greater heights, the support they've shown us, all these I can't describe in words. I wish I could tell them just how thankful we are for their love too. but it's impossible, we owe them so much for where we are today. I just hope that they can feel our gratitude and sincerity.
now we're year 3. our year is far from perfect – we definitely have much room for improvement. and we're the most senior juniors in the unit already. im scared. we have to command all our juniors already. we only have to say "thank you ma'ams" when we leave after trainings. no more "thank you sec4 ma'ams, thank you sec3 ma'ams". i wish i could rewind time. but time moves on...time to buck up yearmates. year 3'07 can do it. we can't fail as seniors, we owe that, at least, to the ma'ams. we'll work even harder, and that's a promise.
time to start living up to my post as asst rcv mistress.
rgsrcy year 2'06
dream. aim. work. fly 2 greater heights get it? and between now and then, till we see you again, we'll be loving you.Love, us. 1:39 pm
Thursday, August 10, 2006
love, us :'( love, usI never knew how much I missed out when I left. I never knew how things went after I left pop chalet with nicole. it was only afterwards then I realised the intensity of the sadness and heartbreak, the tears, and all the memories.
all I just want to say is i'll miss you ma'ams, and I'll always love you.
im sorry I couldn't be at the concert. then again, I might just have ruined everything if I was there. I knew I couldn't trust myself not to cry halfway through our year items. even during our rehearsals I was already close to tears. it's just hard to put that feeling in words, when people that have made a great difference in your life are leaving, and you never realised what they've done for you until now, when it might be too late to even say you love them.
"we read a note our seniors wrote, back in twenty zero five
it really deeply touched our hearts, and we read it once again.
We thought,hey, you might not understand, but a long, long time ago,
we all dint like redcross none, but the ma'ams all loved us so.
we had this crazy plan to quit and run away together
get enrolled in the first thing we came to, and stay forever
but taped to the board where we were supposed to meet, instead
we found this letter, and this is what it said:
if you wanna leave before we do, we won't give up on you
we'll meet you when you persevere through;we don't know how long it'll be.
but just don't let us down, hey just try and see
and between now and then, till we see you again
we'll be loving you.
Love, us.
we read these words just hours before, our seniors passed out
in the doorway of our school, where me and yearmates stopped to wave
we thought we'd never see them cry in all our redcross years;
but as we said these words to them, their eyes filled up with tears
when you pass out before we do, don't give up on us
we'll meet you when our years are through;we dont know how long we'll be
but we're not gonna let you down, ma'ams just wait and see
and btwn now and then, till we see you again, we'll be loving you.
Love, us
and btwn now and then, till we see you again, we'll be loving you.
Love, us."
after cac I thought the ma'ams wouldn't ever forgive us. it's only now that I realise they wlil always forgive us for all the things we've done wrong. it's just that we really disappointed them, after all the late nights they stayed up for us.
all the things they did for us, their effort to bring the unit to greater heights, the support they've shown us, all these I can't describe in words. I wish I could tell them just how thankful we are for their love too. but it's impossible, we owe them so much for where we are today. I just hope that they can feel our gratitude and sincerity.
now we're year 3. our year is far from perfect – we definitely have much room for improvement. and we're the most senior juniors in the unit already. im scared. we have to command all our juniors already. we only have to say "thank you ma'ams" when we leave after trainings. no more "thank you sec4 ma'ams, thank you sec3 ma'ams". i wish i could rewind time. but time moves on...time to buck up yearmates. year 3'07 can do it. we can't fail as seniors, we owe that, at least, to the ma'ams. we'll work even harder, and that's a promise.
time to start living up to my post as asst rcv mistress.
rgsrcy year 2'06
dream. aim. work. fly 2 greater heights get it? and between now and then, till we see you again, we'll be loving you.Love, us.
i'm just the girl in the corner, the girl with the wistful eyes;
jiaying
seventeen! but that'll change on 220910 xD
rafflesian
113'05, 210'06, 315'07, 415'08 10S03P!
redcrosser passed out;
tribunist [vchair yay :D] said farewell;
but i'll never forget those days(:
archer! :D
still a writer, yep.
save me...
absolutely deranged
chocoholic
shopaholic
complete psychotic
stress-hater
panicky [i'm serious.]
unfortunately, more often than not, a broken rose.
... before i drive myself mad.
je t'aime;
rgsrcy
tribune
rj archery!
writers' guild!
reading! xD
dancing <3!
singing
going on facebook and playing random games there HAHA
grand pianos [oh, nothing beats a grand!]
black; pink; chocolate brown :D
astronomy; knitting; archeryyy(:
pool; bridge; mahjong! xD
chemistry! [favourite subject (:]
needless to say, we must never leave out the two essences of life, chocolate and shopping! i can never do without
them hahaha(x
for all life is a dream, and dreams themselves are only dreams;
ra science nahh no chance alr. but nevermind(:
>3.6 gpa [HAHA YES I DID IT FOR SECTHREE!(:]
tribune chair vchair's good enough. and in any case, my term's over anyway.
>3.6 SECFOUR gpa! YES I DID IT AGAIN! :D
rj chem ra! thank God i got in! :D
or uwc nordic! didn't apply; decided that specialising in sciences was the wiser choice, given my inaptitude
for humanities ><
rj dance! street/intl also can :D :Dbut nevermind, because rj archery pwns all now!
not forgetting the typical wish for world peace, duh. (:
and i wish i could have him. or at least, if we're not meant to be, someone to love
and to love me back. &it's true that love ends up being a battlefield sometimes, but it's still love; blessed
love.
for we were meant to last forever;
i find my paradise when you look me in the eyes-
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